Welcome to my life..

I'm just a random girl. who created this blog to rant and talk about the girl she loves but can never have. If you want to get to know me, I would love to talk.. Just send me an ask..please? :)

oh, also. I will not only use this blog to talk about her. but probably to post porn. yes.. sometimes I like posting porn..but don't like to do it on my personal. this will be where I do that if I find something I like :P

I know you don’t like texting constantly and whatever..

So I’m trying not to text you right now. I’m not gonna text you at all today. see if maybe you text me.  it sucks, and I hate it. I hate going a day without talking to you..but I don’t want to annoy you/push you away by texting you every day.  It just sucks, we don’t live together anymore, so I can’t see you every day. I at least want to be able to talk to you every day, at least texting. but you hate texting. so I’m gonna try not to text you all the time. Today is one of those days where I just wish school wasn’t done and I wasn’t home, that we were still in our house, just the two of us. I’m sure I’ll have a lot of days like this. It’s just no fun =/

damn you for popping up on my dash…damn you…especially when I had the chance to get some Sunday night, and tonight. but couldn’t either night. so now I have to wait till like..next weekend. not this weekend. next weekend. ah!

(Source: , via hay-girl-hay-lesbifriends)

wait for ittt…

bet your door is gonna close any minute now… it’s 12;25..*waits* BOOM. look at that. 12;27…didn’t even take five minutes!! a;sldas;lasdklasdfj. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I fucking hate this shit. I need to go in my room now so I can just cry. fuck this.

hahahah wowwww

she actually just said something true. “nice guys finish last, if a girl is too nice to you, you get bored. you want a bad girl.” fucking obvi. I’m too nice. I’m too good to you. which automatically puts me on the shit list. because you obvi want her. and she treats you like shit. a;lskdja;lfkjasl;kfjadlkfj fuckme. ;alsdkjfas;dflaskjdf. maybe if I treated you like shit you would start to like me the same way. hahahahah. not. that won’t ever fucking happen. 1-because I could never treat you like shit. and 2- because if I did you would hate me, not like me more. it’s a lose lose situation. I can’t win either way.

Yeah. Gonna be crying myself to sleep tonight. nbd.

Harddd. It’s so mother fucking hard. I hate it. I hate this. I don’t understand what you see in her. She is such a douche. Seriously. Why? Why do you like her? She doesn’t treat you right. She’s even fucking talking to another girl at the same time and you know it and you don’t even care. I don’t get it. It makes no sense. It makes no fucking sense.

it is ridiculous how incredibly

sexually frustrated I am. all.the.time. ;alsdkjfad. like..for real. I need me some sex. or something. anything but my own hand..shooooot. fuckmenowww.